[ his arms fall to his sides as she pulls away, body shifting a little further up the bed to accommodate her. he sits up as she speaks and now he definitely misses the silence of the morning. ah well, back to the gears in his mind turning unpleasantly. ]
Security isn't bad, it's what we fight for. You - we - could use that once in a while.
[ training is important of course, and he pushes for it rigorously, but everyone could use a break, some levity in life. he looks forward to the day he can put down his lightsaber once and for all and never have to fight another battle. of course as he thinks that he remembers the all too unpleasant knowledge that the only retirement he'll get is six feet under. ]
⟪ it had been much nicer to be in his arms. it had made security quite believable. she leaves him the blanket, at least. ⟫
You are not wrong. We both must know this thing we fight for.
⟪ nothing he's said, except for some shades of his time in training, made it sound as if he is overly familiar with the concept of feeling safe. ⟫
You are not wrong on many counts. ⟪ she sighs. ⟫ You merely touched upon the sorest ones. ⟪ it's not quite an apology for the way their talk of visions went, but it's –– an acknowledgement. ⟫
[ he has no response to that, or rather no immediate one that demands to be released before his brain has a moment to process if it's a good thing to even say. instead he huff and brings his hands up to his hair, smoothing and gripping out the ends to pull into his ponytail again. ]
Don't worry about it. [ it's a sore subject for him too, but that's not her fault. keep cool, kanan. ] We don't have to talk.
[ he did say as much in kyst and he'll respect it. she lived in a very different order than he did, and not one bit pleasant from every description she's made of it. ]
I should get going anyway. I need to track down the wolf to make sure it didn't run off somewhere random.
⟪ as ever, she has trouble distinguishing "we don't have to talk" from "i don't want to talk", and errs on the westerosi side of caution – especially when he mentions the wolf, whom he usually speaks of as quite free roaming. she slips out of bed, stretches, then: ⟫
If you wish. ⟪ she steps over to the closet, opens it to her robes, and sorts through the hidden pockets until she finds what she's been seeking, and returns to where he was. she extends her hand in an offering – ⟫
This sachet contains the powder I spoke of, the kind that can kill fire. There is not much left, and it wouldn't help a gods wood. But it may keep you safe in a pinch.
[ he only now remembers her mentioning it. last night doesn't feel real anymore, a blur of little sleep, nightmares of burning alive, and a hauntingly warm song bringing him to rest. he's curious about what's inside, but he'll stick his nose into it recklessly when she's not around.
he stands up and out of bed to take it, taking the chance to get his tunic off the chair and slide it back on. hm... ]
Hey, so you heard about that festival coming up right? Do you think you'll go?
⟪ everything about her just screams 'life of the party', doesn't it? ⟫
Feasts and such on Dragonstone were always quiet, for the King does not tolerate anything he views as debauchery. ⟪ such as loud laughter. ⟫ I am curious to see what this world does.
⟪ she tilts her head, and if she's a little more attentive just as he dresses himself again, it's nothing, just the thirst. ⟫ What of you?
[ not that melisandre gets out much either he figures. kanan hasn't had many fun nights with the rebellion either, outside the occasional rowdy game that involves accusations of cheating and jedi mind trickery. so, all the games, really. ]
I'll go. Should be interesting. The Gods don't get together often from the sound of things, so might be a good show. [ better than the one they just saw for sure. ] Thinking of going with anyone?
After the play, you would think we had learned a lesson and chose to stay in.
⟪ she is trying to make light of it, of course, and it's true that she is not at all deterred. but she does wonder at what will go wrong this time.
and he is entirely right: to see all those who call themselves gods in one place won't fail to be a spectacle, one way or another.
at the rest of it, though, she is somewhat confused, tilting her head to the side and thinking on it with some sincerity. in her world, it wasn't necessarily a custom to attend a feast in companionship – married couples were a different matter, and before she'd been named a lady in her own right, she'd attended functions as the lady selyse's honoured guest, for instance. it hadn't quite occurred to her to not just go by herself, but she had been on the verge of rather excitedly telling him that they'd be sure to see one another there.
sure, there are others she would look forward to seeing, too, but... ⟫
No, but I would enjoy attending with you, if you have not yet chosen a different companion.
[ a tiny laugh escapes as their thoughts line up, but kanan has always been something of a sucker for punishment. ]
As it turns out - [ he smirks and steps forward to her as he speaks, taking her hand into his along their sides ] - I'm free all night.
[ a charmingly awful line from yours truly to seal the deal. his free hand rises up to brush just under her chin before he dips his head down to tempt her into a kiss. ]
⟪ he can feel the edges of her smile when she closes the gap to kiss him, on tip-toes as she needs to be for this. that could have been another positive to staying in bed, but she's not wholly incorrigible. they each have duties to attend.
she's still touching the side of his face when she withdraws just a little. ⟫
[ his voice is a whispered tease, and his lips a smirk as he kisses her again. a quick peck to the edge of her lips, and nothing more before he draws his face away. he can't give into temptations so quickly, what will the jedi guilt in him say to it? oh, but he wants to. another time. the night of the festival he's sure. ]
⟪ she withdraws only when he does, lowering her hand and mind full of ideas for the night of the festival. you'd think she's learned some patience in her life, and maybe she has, she just need sit down and pray for a little more of that trait. ⟫
And, Kanan? ⟪ she steps over to the bed, where the cat has finally woken and begun a morose wailing for the day's first meal – ⟫ It was nice to have you with me tonight. Perhaps not the wisest thing to say, considering your troubles, but your presence made me find a sleep I rarely fall into.
[ she calls for him as he sets his hand on the door, head turning over his shoulder in attention, and he smiles at her admission. it's warm and makes him feel light, knowing he could bring her calm when she hates the night so much. ]
Glad I could be your pillow. [ a quick joke, he tries to add them in when he can, but in all seriousness- ] I don't know how you manage to sleep so little, but you know where to find me if you ever need some rest.
[ it's just another benefit on top of some others between them. holding her as he slept brought him some peace, even if all he could picture was burning away to nothing. ]
⟪ hard to tell if that's a sigh at the joke or a laugh – spoilers, it's a badly concealed laugh – and she reaches out to pet her cat in an effort to not admit that she enjoys his sense of humour. ⟫
I am blessed. ⟪ which is how she would explain it, though if anything, the blessing isn't complete. she still needs sleep, eventually. ⟫ And I will say the same to you. Whenever you need.
⟪ though she isn't sure how much her presence had helped, but in the end, he had slept – and this is what matters. ⟫ Have a good day.
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Security isn't bad, it's what we fight for. You - we - could use that once in a while.
[ training is important of course, and he pushes for it rigorously, but everyone could use a break, some levity in life. he looks forward to the day he can put down his lightsaber once and for all and never have to fight another battle. of course as he thinks that he remembers the all too unpleasant knowledge that the only retirement he'll get is six feet under. ]
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You are not wrong. We both must know this thing we fight for.
⟪ nothing he's said, except for some shades of his time in training, made it sound as if he is overly familiar with the concept of feeling safe. ⟫
You are not wrong on many counts. ⟪ she sighs. ⟫ You merely touched upon the sorest ones. ⟪ it's not quite an apology for the way their talk of visions went, but it's –– an acknowledgement. ⟫
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Don't worry about it. [ it's a sore subject for him too, but that's not her fault. keep cool, kanan. ] We don't have to talk.
[ he did say as much in kyst and he'll respect it. she lived in a very different order than he did, and not one bit pleasant from every description she's made of it. ]
I should get going anyway. I need to track down the wolf to make sure it didn't run off somewhere random.
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If you wish. ⟪ she steps over to the closet, opens it to her robes, and sorts through the hidden pockets until she finds what she's been seeking, and returns to where he was. she extends her hand in an offering – ⟫
This sachet contains the powder I spoke of, the kind that can kill fire. There is not much left, and it wouldn't help a gods wood. But it may keep you safe in a pinch.
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[ he only now remembers her mentioning it. last night doesn't feel real anymore, a blur of little sleep, nightmares of burning alive, and a hauntingly warm song bringing him to rest. he's curious about what's inside, but he'll stick his nose into it recklessly when she's not around.
he stands up and out of bed to take it, taking the chance to get his tunic off the chair and slide it back on. hm... ]
Hey, so you heard about that festival coming up right? Do you think you'll go?
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⟪ everything about her just screams 'life of the party', doesn't it? ⟫
Feasts and such on Dragonstone were always quiet, for the King does not tolerate anything he views as debauchery. ⟪ such as loud laughter. ⟫ I am curious to see what this world does.
⟪ she tilts her head, and if she's a little more attentive just as he dresses himself again, it's nothing, just the thirst. ⟫ What of you?
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[ not that melisandre gets out much either he figures. kanan hasn't had many fun nights with the rebellion either, outside the occasional rowdy game that involves accusations of cheating and jedi mind trickery. so, all the games, really. ]
I'll go. Should be interesting. The Gods don't get together often from the sound of things, so might be a good show. [ better than the one they just saw for sure. ] Thinking of going with anyone?
[ hint hint, he hints with his own thirst. ]
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⟪ she is trying to make light of it, of course, and it's true that she is not at all deterred. but she does wonder at what will go wrong this time.
and he is entirely right: to see all those who call themselves gods in one place won't fail to be a spectacle, one way or another.
at the rest of it, though, she is somewhat confused, tilting her head to the side and thinking on it with some sincerity. in her world, it wasn't necessarily a custom to attend a feast in companionship – married couples were a different matter, and before she'd been named a lady in her own right, she'd attended functions as the lady selyse's honoured guest, for instance. it hadn't quite occurred to her to not just go by herself, but she had been on the verge of rather excitedly telling him that they'd be sure to see one another there.
sure, there are others she would look forward to seeing, too, but... ⟫
No, but I would enjoy attending with you, if you have not yet chosen a different companion.
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As it turns out - [ he smirks and steps forward to her as he speaks, taking her hand into his along their sides ] - I'm free all night.
[ a charmingly awful line from yours truly to seal the deal. his free hand rises up to brush just under her chin before he dips his head down to tempt her into a kiss. ]
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she's still touching the side of his face when she withdraws just a little. ⟫
All night?
⟪ okay, maybe she is wholly incorrigibly. ⟫
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Maybe.
[ his voice is a whispered tease, and his lips a smirk as he kisses her again. a quick peck to the edge of her lips, and nothing more before he draws his face away. he can't give into temptations so quickly, what will the jedi guilt in him say to it? oh, but he wants to. another time. the night of the festival he's sure. ]
Meet you there?
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⟪ she withdraws only when he does, lowering her hand and mind full of ideas for the night of the festival. you'd think she's learned some patience in her life, and maybe she has, she just need sit down and pray for a little more of that trait. ⟫
And, Kanan? ⟪ she steps over to the bed, where the cat has finally woken and begun a morose wailing for the day's first meal – ⟫ It was nice to have you with me tonight. Perhaps not the wisest thing to say, considering your troubles, but your presence made me find a sleep I rarely fall into.
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Glad I could be your pillow. [ a quick joke, he tries to add them in when he can, but in all seriousness- ] I don't know how you manage to sleep so little, but you know where to find me if you ever need some rest.
[ it's just another benefit on top of some others between them. holding her as he slept brought him some peace, even if all he could picture was burning away to nothing. ]
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I am blessed. ⟪ which is how she would explain it, though if anything, the blessing isn't complete. she still needs sleep, eventually. ⟫ And I will say the same to you. Whenever you need.
⟪ though she isn't sure how much her presence had helped, but in the end, he had slept – and this is what matters. ⟫ Have a good day.